Snuff Festival
IV Toby scooped the
water from the shower off his body with the web of his hand and walked back
to his room in the compound. His skin had a natural luster
to it which made it shimmer as if it were constantly wet, so the water only
enhanced Toby's deep, natural radiance. The tall black man retrieved the
single possession he had in the room--a silver-plated photo case. He sat on the edge of
the bed, fondling the worn case as if it were his cock, noting the areas
where the silver was so thin that is was almost worn away to the cheap metal
underneath. This was all too familiar to him. He had been doing the same
thing over and over so much in the past thirteen years that it was almost a
ritual, so that when he snapped open the latch and looked fondly at the black
and white photo on the right side his dark index finger lovingly and
automatically traced over it--from the gnarled tree trunk, down the rope,
across the wound of the man's neck, to the awkwardly dangling head, across
the limp torso with its hands tied behind its back, down over the mutilated
groin and straight legs, and finally stopping at the downwardly pointing,
drooping toes. He sighed and
brought the finger up to the face. It was, for all intents and purposes, his
face. In reality, it had been his grand-uncle's face, but he could see all of
his own distinctive features in it, even through the bulging eyes and opened
mouth. The body was a bit different, though. Toby's grand-uncle was slim and
lanky with a flatter chest whereas Toby had deliberately avoided that by
working out. His own chest had nicely developed pectoral humps and moderately
muscular arms and shoulders. Where the figure in the picture looked like it
had a nearly flat ass ("Unlike the rest of us niggers in 'dis family," his grandfather had said), Toby's was
round and hard, jutting out behind him almost as if his body had been
separated at the waist and later rejoined him with the bottom half slightly
off-center and raised. Toby was almost in a
trance, looking at the picture. He had seen the picture the first time when
he was only seven. His grandfather had been drunk--not an unusual state for
him--when Toby blundered into the room, believing his grandfather was out. "Hey, Cuntman!" the older man had bellowed, teasing him
about his name. His mother had tried to name him after the 'Roots' character,
but she was functionally illiterate and had put on his birth certificate
"Cunta Quintay"
instead. She had done this out of racial pride, but that had worn off, so
instead of "Kunta," the family started
calling him Toby--the name the white master had insisted Kunta
have. His abusive grandfather, however, had always busted his gut laughing at
his daughter-in-law's spelling error and still called Toby "Cuntman." "Cuntman! Get that little black ass of yours over here. Ah
got somethin' to show ya." He remembered his
grandfather's heavy movements that day, no doubt a result of the inebriated
state he was in, and, as a boy, he feared the older, well-built man would
slap him upside the head and have him run down to the liquor store. But the
man was almost friendly. He put his arm around the boy's shoulder and pulled
him in--even though the boy tried to escape the stinky breath so close to his
perfect, wide nostrils. "Now listen
here, boy. I'm gonna show ya
what those fucking white folk are like. Now, look here," he had said
reverently, grabbing the silver photo case. "This here is what those
rednecks did to my brother--your grand-uncle. He had raped a coupla' white women--oh yeah. didn't I ever tell you how
horny that bastard was? Fucked anything that moved, women, men, cows even! Heh, heh. He had one nice
pecker, he did--just like all of da men in this
family. Ha! Har!" He slapped the boy
on the back as hard as he would a full-grown man's. Then he took another swig
of whiskey and pulled down his zipper, but that was all. "I wasn't home
at the time dey come fo'
him," he said quietly. "Life in our house was always loud and
frantic and my older brother here was always in trouble, so's
I stayed away 'lot. Anyway, those fuckin' rednecks
burst down my mama's front door and dragged my brotha'
outta his bed. They dragged him along the floor,
down the steps and across the ground, which was tearing his boxers offa him while he frantically tried to escape and pull
them back up. They threw him into a truck and drove off. That was the las' my mamma saw a' him--alive, that is." Toby's grandfather
stopped and sighed. "The next time
I saw him, he was like this--still swinging. No dick. No balls. An' his head
... it was so twisted ... jus' like dat--he had a
skinny neck, like yours. Fact, you looks like him a bit. I gots other pictures of him when he was your age ...
lessee. Yeah. Here day be." His grandfather closed the silver case and
dragged out more pictures, but the seven-year-old wasn't really interested in
those pictures. He had become morbidly fascinated with the picture in the
case. It called his name. Toby had had fitful
dreams for several weeks. Dreams of white men shouting obscene things while a
terrified young black was dragged out and a rope squeezed his long, narrow
neck. Oddly, he looked forward to these dreams. They weren't nightmares to
him--and he often imagined that HE was the one in the dream. HE felt the hot,
pale hands roughly grab him and force him to stand while they looked on and
crudely remarked about HIS appearance or his race. HE saw the little white
boy in the picture grinning at him. And then there was
the lynching itself. HE could feel the texture of the rope weighing on his
shoulders and snug against his narrow throat. In the dreams, it was TOBY, the
gaping boy, who nervously looked about and waited for--no, wanted--the
hanging to happen. But the dreams always stopped when the powerful pair of
hairy hands pulled on the rope or when the truck, with the rope tied to its
bumper, inched forward--lifting him to stand on his toes, and then ... When the dreams
stopped or became less intense, Toby knew he had to see the picture
again--and again. He didn't dare ask his grandfather, but whenever Toby got a
chance to be over at his grandfather's house when the man wasn't home or was
passed out, Toby would sneak around looking for that case. It wasn't kept in
the box in the closet with the other photos he had seen, though. It had taken him six
months of diligent detective work, but he found it under the phone books in a
small cabinet. He was happier now and sought all kinds of excuses to visit
his grandfather's house, even when the older man was there. He would even
make the dangerous trip to the liquor store for the man--just so he could
look at the photo when the older man was passed out. He always put it back
exactly where it was in exactly the same position. He was twelve when
he was discovered. He was so absorbed in looking at the details of the photo
that he didn't hear his grandfather grunt as he got up from his usual
passed-out position sprawled half-naked all over the couch. Toby had been getting
erections for some time over looking at men, but he got the biggest ones
while looking at this photo of his grand-uncle and at all of the smiling
white men's faces--even the prepubescent boy's. "Yeah,
boy!" His grandfather's voice startled him and he quiltily
snapped the case shut, nervously trying to put it back into the cabinet.
Fortunately, he had had a telephone book on his lap which was covering his
gigantic erection. Grandpa's prediction about genital size had been true. "Ya'll better
watch out for those white folks. We ain't had a
lynching here since my brother got his damn neck stretched, but some of those
folks is still around. An' you is getting to look more and more like my
brother ev'ry day. Now open up dat
phone book and get me a pizza." His grandfather was
shot to death in a bar over a gambling dispute when Toby was thirteen. The
lad immediately went into the old house and confiscated the picture. In college, he had
had copies made of the original and two poster-size enlargements. One of the
posters he put on the door to his dorm room and the other was taped above his
bed. His roommate/lover--a white football player (which would have made his
grandfather roll over in his grave and shout: "Didn't I tell ya ta watch out for white
folks, boy?")--at first thought Toby was making some kind of racial
political statement. The black had become fascinated with lynchings
and had drawings, newspaper photos and articles all over the dorm. He even
had a cartoon drawing from a newspaper of a lynching laminated and placed on
the other side of the silver picture case. Jack had a classic
football player's body, and a sex drive that was almost insatiable. It
matched Toby's. Jack would take out Toby's glistening member and lick it
upwards with his rough tongue as if it were some kind of black candy cane. The tongue action
would drive Toby wild and he would grab the football player's head and, when
Jack's lips spread over the top of Toby's marble-hard obelisk, he would throw
the head down over his rod and keep Jack's head pumping on his cock faster
than Jack could've done it unassisted. Toby liked it when Jack wore his
football helmet since he could grab it and force it down well, and he liked
the feel of the face-guard as it rammed his nuts. Jack stayed with him
for three years until Toby began to ask his muscled lover to start choking
him with his belt. At first, Jack thought this was a passing kinkiness, but
once or twice, Toby turned ashen--just as he shot wads of cum--and passed
out. This scared the poor athlete and he switched rooms the following year
since Toby kept insisting they play "strangle the colored
guy," as Toby called it. When he graduated,
Toby spent a significant amount of time researching those other men who also
were in the picture. Most of the older men were dead, but he discovered who
the twelve-year-old in the picture was and that he was currrently
only 55--and was still living in the community. Toby made himself
look as different from his grand-uncle as he could so as not to tip the man
off. He also discovered that the man was as gay as they cum and this opened
up an avenue for him to continue his "research." The older man was
quite nice and was really hot in bed, too. Toby had had sex with him at least
a dozen times before Johnny asked him to move in with him. Toby's fascination
with the people who had been at his grand-uncle's lynchings
may have started his relationship with Johnny, but Toby actually came to like
the man--even love him. He didn't start to ask about the picture until
several months after they had moved in together. "Have I ever
seen a lynching? Well, ... I don't know as I want to say. Why do you
ask?" Toby showed Johnny
the picture. "Holy
shit!" Johnny was angry, but not at Toby--at his own father. He settled back
onto the couch and sighed. "Yeah, I remember it like it was yesterday.
My dad was the sheriff in these parts. He was a real 'upstanding member of
the community,'" Johnny spat bitterly. "That night, he
pulled me out of bed with this eager look on his face and hurried me to get
dressed, pulling my shirt over my head so hard and fast it hurt. 'Hurry up,
boy! Daddy's got a job ta do tonight and I wants ya there ta see it. Ah'm gonna take ya ta a nice ol' fashioned LYNCHIN'! It's about time ya gits to see how one should be done so's
it's done up right!' "My pappy was
real proud of being the sheriff and felt that it was important that he be at
the lynching to lend it some aura of the law. The lynchers,
he kept telling me on the way, were law abiding citizens and they needed to
have the sanction of the law there." "Tell me about
what you saw when you got there. What did this man look like? What did he
say? What did they do to him?" Toby had laid his head onto Johnny's lap
and the older white man was stroking his hair as Toby stroked the older man's
thigh. "Well, I was
still half asleep when we pulled up and I wasn't really expectin'
much--until the truck pulled in. A rowdy bunch of the worst riff raff from
town were hootin' and hollerin'
and drinkin' up a storm on the truck, whistlin' out to the others by the tree--that tree there
in the picture (we eventually cut it down). "The truck
screeched to a stop and these hooligans jumped out slapping ev'rybody's shoulders and shakin'
hands. My dad tried to look all official like, but I could tell he was bustin' at the seams to get into the camaraderie of the
party-like mood and try to be important. Besides, the other men brushed him
aside when he said they were going to have to do this law-like. 'Law-like!'
one of the men laughed. 'The law don't gots nuttin' to do wit dis. We's just hanging us a nigger!' "Oh. I'm sorry
Toby. I usually don't say that word." "That's okay,
Johnny. That's how those rednecks talked in those days. Blacks use it all the
time, now, and I kind of like it. Go on." Johnny sighed and
shrugged. It was obvious that Toby wouldn't let up until he had finished the
story, and with the younger man rubbing his thigh and him remembering the
details, his white prick was stirring in his pants. He knew he'd have to fuck
Toby as soon as he was done with his tale. "Okay, then. I
was tired and my eyes were startin' to droop a bit.
Well, after the men went around bragging and carousing, I looked over at the
truck and saw a pair of frightened eyes looking over the top. Did my eyes pop
open! One of the men, a big, thick-necked brute, opened the truck and pulled
this young buck out. The Negro was bruised, and when he was pulled to the
ground, several men kept kicking him. I tried to get a better look because
one of the men kept kicking him in the balls. "He writhed and
screamed and begged them to stop or to kill him. 'Oh yeah! Don't worry. We'll
kill you all right. We just don't want to rush it!' the big one, Sam, had
said. The Negro just let his mouth drop as it sunk in. He had just been
making talk to stop the kickin'. Now the buck just
turned ashen 'cause he knew he was really gonna
die, and he didn't say a thing from then on, almost 'til the end. He just
gave up. "They tied his
hands behind his back and my dad said they should tie his legs together. 'Naw! Then he won't dance as much!' Slim said. That'd be
Gene 'Slim' Jackson." "Oh yeah. I
know him," Toby raised his head. "He owned the newspaper, didn't
he? I didn't see him in the picture, though." "That's 'cause
he was the one takin' the picture. Anyways, my paw
came behind me and put his hands on my shoulders. He pushed me up in front
telling ev'rybody that 'The boy should see this up
close so's he knows what to do when he gets older.'
I think it was just an excuse for him to get as close to the action as he
dared. "I was
fascinated by the naked black man in front of me. He was looking straight at
me as if I could help him. His eyes weren't pleading with me though. He knew
he was beyond help. Anyways, they pulled him up by the armpits and drug him
to the tree. He tried to skitter away, but they kept kicking his feet out
from under him and drug him over. "He was a
handsome man--well, hung, too. 'Smatter of fact, he
looked a lot like you, although you gots a better
build 'cause you works out. Sam drug the rope out of the back seat of the
truck. It was a brand new rope. I had seen it at the hardware store only a
week afore and had wanted my paw to by it for my
club house. He had smiled and said it was a special rope that only the coloreds used, and then he smiled and chuckled at the
clerk. "They made the
poor man stand on a milk crate and they roughly slipped the noose over his
head. Sam yanked on it and brought the black man's face close to his and
hissed, 'So ya like to do the dirty dance with
white wimmen, eh? Now yuhll
do it for the white men--one ... last ... time!' And he kept jerking on the
rope, tightening it with each word. "Somebody made
a speech about how the colored folks was getting
out of line, lately, and how they was pushing for civil rights and all. I
wasn't listening, though. I was just watching this scared, handsome buck
standing up on his pedestal. I looked up and saw his dark, dangling balls and
his long, thick dick. It was sticking right out in front of him, real hard, ya know? "Yeah. I
know," Toby grinned as he showed his own long, thick lack rod. Johnny
reached over to stroke it, but Toby wanted to know more. "Well, there
isn't much more. A few people threw rocks, but Sam stopped that with a glare.
I later found out it was his sister that the colored
boy had fucked--they called it rape, but even I knew she was a slut. The
black guy spit in Sam's face and snarled, 'Yo' know
she was begging me for it, so I stuck dis big ol' cock a' mine to her like SHE wanted. She's a slut!'
Sam kicked the milk crate out from under the poh'
black man ... ya can see it over there by the tree
trunk. See? Well, this set the boy swinging--and kicking, and gasping." Johnny closed his
eyes to gather in the details. "His legs
arched out and this got me a great view of his cock and balls. His balls kept
scrunching up like they does when a man is fuckin'
or masterbatin'. The poh'
man's struggles only tightened the rope and his toes almost touched the
ground. If I were only older and if my paw wasn't digging his fingers inta my shoulders, I would've lifted those legs up, cut
him down, taken him to the truck, drove off to another county and had that
huge dick for my own. But I didn't. An' I never did get to see a dick like
that agin--'til you come along, that is." He smiled down at
the hot black whose dick was in his white fist. He stroked it. Toby's eyes
were glazed, imagining the details as if he were there. "Thuh poor boy almost made it to the ground, but his neck
was all stretched like ya see it in the picture and
his face was all bloated and puffy-like. His toes was all spread out from
each other and they arched upwards as he did it.' Johnny paused. "Did
what?" Toby pressed him. "Well, maybe I shouldn't
say this, but the buck shot a load of white cream outta
that black cannon like it was fit ta beat the band.
Huge bullets of white jism were shooting
everywhere, hitting all of us in the front row like he was going to get back
at us and kill us with his cum-bullets in revenge. I got some on my face--and
my paw slapped down hard on my shoulder saying, 'Happens ev'ry
time! Just like clockwork. When a nigger gets lynched he just has to get rid
of his cum. Maybe he's dreamin' 'bout Sam's
sister!' He taunted Sam. "'Oh, yeah?'
Sam was red with anger. I don't know if he heard my paw or not--I doubt it,
but he had gotten shot in the face, too, with the man's last juice." Toby was sliding his
pink tongue over his dark, thick lips and was licking Johnny's very hard
prick, picking up speed as the story progressed. "Oh, God! Toby!
Keep that up! Where was I? Oh, yeah. Sam grabbed the poor nigger's stiff cock
in his left hand and his hunting knife in his right and swiped through the
base of that enormous prick like he was trimming a tree branch or something.
There wasn't much blood. The buck was daid as a
doornail, but jism jes'
kept oozing out of the wound. Someone else cut off his tits and balls like ya see missing there, and Sam dropped the cock--right
into my twelve-year-old hand. That was when the picture was took." Toby's cock exploded
and drooled over Johnny's hand and a short time later, Johnny's cock erupted
into Toby's eager mouth. Johnny's face
clouded and he turned away from Toby. "Ah've been ashamed of that day for all these years,"
tears dripped down his cheeks. Toby was stunned.
"Why?" "'Cause it was
wrong. What my paw and those men did to that poh'
black man was wrong. And yes, ya kin tell me I
didn't have nuthin' to do with it and that ah
couldn't stop it--ah've told that to myself for
decades, ... but I liked it! Ah'm ashamed acuz it turned me on then, even at the tender age of
twelve and still does to this day. Hardly a day goes by when I don't see that
handsome body dangling there, his life drained outta
him, and remember the feel of that dismembered cock in my little hand." "I'm glad you
told me, Johnny. I've always wanted to know what my grand-uncle's last
moments were like. Maybe that's why you were there. It might have been some
Divine plan that somebody should have witnessed it so that he could tell me
about it later." "Bullshit!" The two men didn't
speak about the story again until several months later when Johnny was
diagnosed with that terminal illness. That was when Toby made his big decision.
Oh, he had always wanted to be hung like in the picture, but he figured he'd
wait until he was forty or so. But with Johnny being sick, he knew he wanted
to get lynched so Johnny could see it. When he told Johnny
about his plans, the white man was horrified. He blanched, then turned red
and screamed at Toby not to do it. "But I WANT to
do it, and I would have done it whether I ever met you or not. This way, you
get to watch a man who wants to be hung--no guilt this time. This time, I
want you to be turned on--I'd be crushed if you weren't!" Both men had watched
the videotapes of the past few Quadrennial festivals and were always at their
hottest after the hangings were played. Johnny still tried to talk Toby out
of it because he selfishly wanted Toby to be there for him until he died of
his illness. The Quadrennial
Council, in weeding out the merely curious from the serious participants, had
also tried to dissuade Toby by playing on his somewhat young age. He wasn't
even thirty yet, why not wait? But Toby was adamant, saying he'd hang himself
in Johnny's backyard or in his living room without any other audience or any
cameras. The Council decided that it would be a waste not to let Toby
participate if he was THAT determined. So here he was, on
HIS day. Johnny was
there--right by the tree that the Director had managed to get installed. It
looked almost like the tree in the picture, with one sturdy branch stretching
way out from the trunk. Toby was pulled from
the back of a truck. Yes, his stomach was kicked and his balls, too, and
there was the milk crate, of course--only it was bigger than the one used for
his grand-uncle since Toby didn't want to be accidentally touching the ground
and stopping the hanging. A guy looking just
like Sam had been hired, but he wasn't the one who kicked the crate away this
time. Johnny grabbed the noose and roughly yanked it so Toby's face was in
front of his. "Ya shur ya
ready to go through with this ... nigger?" he spoke roughly, although
the last word was difficult for him because he loved Toby so. It had been
Toby's script, through. The young buck
grinned and Johnny showed him a silver case. "This was were I put yer grand-uncle's
parts and kept them for these years," he opened it and it was empty.
Johnny looked fondly at Toby's equipment. "Now ah guess ah'll just have to use it to store yourn." Toby grinned and
stood up as Johnny gave a vicious kick to the milk crate. Since he had often
practiced being strangled and hung, the familiar pain in his neck and the
gasping sensations were nothing new to Toby. He could actually feel his neck
get longer and his throat more narrow as he danced his macabre jig. His thick
lips parted to let his tongue hang out and his wide nostrils flared spasmically for air. However, he was far
more excited this time than ever before, concentrating on all of his
heightened sensations, his kicks were wider and he spread his legs out more.
Was it instinct, or had he remembered what Johnny had said about his
grand-uncle doing the same and how Johnny had looked up at his grand-uncle's
balls that time too? It didn't matter, of
course. The buzzing in his ears became louder, but he did hear the shouts of
the crowd as he felt his groin erupt into the best damn orgasm he had ever
experienced. His cock was a cannon shooting white cannonballs across the
field and onto Johnny's face. Cannonballs, not bullets like his grand-uncle
had done, Toby thought, proud that he had beat his own relative's record. Circles and dots
clouded his vision. Red and black ones. But he thought he heard Johnny's
voice say his scripted lines. "Yep. Happens ev'ry time! Just like clockwork. When a nigger gets
lynched he just has to get rid of his cum." The rope's squeaking
on the branch became quieter. The sunlight bounced off the gleaming black
skin as the limp body twisted. Johnny and "Sam" took their
souvenirs as the crowd cheered and pumped their own pricks to orgasm. Johnny
got them all, though, this time. Johnny died two days
later. He hung himself, too. Shot a good load, too, I might add, but there
hadn't been a crowd to cheer HIM on. |